Well hello fellow bloggers, so this is my first proper blog about me and I’ve so much to tell you all but there is plenty of time for all of that but for now I better introduce myself, I am not not quiet ready to tell you all who I really am so for now you can know me as bubbles. When you meet new people you normally would tell the person what kind of person you are but I’m afraid I can’t, why you may ask well i shall tell you why. You see I myself am still trying to figure out who I am, I’m still figuring it all out but i will tell you what I have figured out so far. I believe I’m bubbly, outgoing, trustworthy, reliable and friendly. I hope my friends see me that way as well, but ill never know because you see the thing is you can ask people what they think of you but you do not know if they answer your question truthfully, whether you believe them is your decision!
I’m a typical 17 year old Irish girl who is going to be sitting the leaving certificate in June and I am going to be brutally honest I am terrified! My dream is to go to Waterford IT to study psychology but now I have to get through the next 9 months of pure stress and frustration but if I keep my head down and work hard I’ll get the results I need but sure look we are all in the same boat!
I live in County Wexford or the sunny south east as us Irish people like to call it. I live in the country side which I love as I am a real country girl. I love the peace and quiet because if I need to get away all I have to do is go for a walk along the fields beside my house and only thing I need to worry about is the cows but then again I know them as my grandparents own a farm so its their cows. I live on the outskirts of Wexford and near a beach which I love as I love the water. My mother often tells me I must belong to the sea as I feel so at home when I’m in the water, it’s my way to get back to nature. The little village I live in to me is the perfect place to live it just feels like home and there is no better feeling than that right? We all belong somewhere it is just the matter of finding where!
I hope I’m not boring you to much, and if I am I’m dreadfully sorry. I’m just still trying to get the hang of this so stay with me for the moment:)
I have people in my life who honestly mean the world to me but we all do. I have my family, my parents are happily married which makes me extremely happy, I have an older sister and brother who i get along with but of course we all have our occasional fight! I have my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins who also mean a lot to me but lets not go into to much detail as I don’t want to bore you all to death. Next up is my boyfriend of 3 years who is honestly my best friend, ya ya I know just another young couple who think their in love but it is different we have been through a lot together and I don’t know where I would be without him. I have my very close friends also who I know I can trust with my life.
People often ask me am I happy with my life and my first reaction is to just smile and say ya of course but that’s a very big lie. Why you ask? Well you see in May this year I lost someone who meant the world to me to Cancer. He was my inspiration and hero, a hard working man who never did anyone no harm at all was taken away from his family who loved him dearly to probably one of the worst diseases in the world. Leaving behind a loving wife, two young boys and his parents who he looked after so well working with them on the farm every single day being with his father 16 hours a day has left every single one of us heartbroken and lost. He lost his battle to cancer on the 12th of May and watching him take his last breath was honestly the hardest thing I have ever had to experience, saying goodbye and not being able to save him kills me every single day but I have come to the conclusion that life is a war. It throws battles at us trying to break us down and there is battles we will lose but if you let these battles kick you down you will not grow strong enough to win the next battle.
I’ve been through a lot for a 17 year old, growing old with Klippel- Trenaunay Syndrome has not been a cup of tea but lets leave that for another day, I don’t want to depress you! I am a big fan of movies and books so please if you have any good suggestions throw them my way!! To those of you who have decided to read my blog I thank you from the bottom of my heart and I shall make this a regular thing, so please do keep reading!
Signing off
Bubbles xx
P.S live every day to the fullest because you honestly don’t know what around the corner!
Bubbles 